Monday, September 1, 2014

I'm done.


  “If pain must come, may it come quickly. Because I have a life to live, and I need to live it in the best way possible. If he has to make a choice, may he make it now. Then I will either wait for him or forget him.” 

It's already September?! It's amazing how fast time flies by and you don't even realize it. Just within 9 months I have experienced lots of 'bullshit' can't wait till the end of the year, I wonder how life will surprise me.
Life is too short to just focus on the hurtful, heartbreaking, mental breakdown times, and instead I should live life to the fullest. No matter how life knock me down, I will keep my head high, chin up. 
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I really miss you but I think I'm done waiting. You have no idea how long I have been waiting for you, I feel like a fool. All I want is talk, just normal talk, just talk not like you sit in front of me and ask what's wrong, you barely looking at me and you said hurry up cuz you got some shit to do. Every day how I wish to bumped into you, even just for a sec it will definitely make my day. But for now, I'm done..just done.