Friday, May 23, 2014

MAY : All in one :) :(



Welcome May! haha dh hjung bulan bru nk welcome.. biasa lah agak busy dgn final smpai lupa tarikh :p I believe this is my second entry this year about ME. eh ye ke... hentam je la.. so within this 5 months byk bnde yg aku blajar.. byk bnde yg x sngka akn jd.. happy, sad, frust..sumenye cmpur skali..huhu.. tak nak lah pjg2 nk cite psal sad2 story nk cite yg happy2 je...

So, after a year (myb) someone yg aku xpnh putus harapan tggu, mimpi siang malam, cewaah.. akhirnya msg kt fb, walaupun stakat kata "happy birthday" ia sgt bermakna..haha. U tau x I tggu u pnye lame..mne U pg? huhu. Well, actually x blh nk blame dia 100% coz it's my fault .. the last time aku msg dia aku yg kata jgn cari aku lg..so dia bt apa yg disuruh je. haha at least dia ingt jgk birthday aku.. pnye excited dpt msg tu smpai nk mkn pn x lalu dh..mle2 nk bt la jual mahal tp x blh la.. I rindu U sgt2..I ingt U dh kahwin :p haha. ok3.enough. xD. Dari msg "happy birthday" tu smpai skrg x putus msg, bgaikan msg tu makanan harian...msti msg jgk2.. dari Good Morning smpai lah Good Night x jemu2... hehe..weekend je msti keluar tgk wyg, jejalan buang ms lepas rindu gitu. haha. If you read this, I just wanna let you know that I love you so much, please don't leave.. :(.
 --FIN--

Before I end this entry, awak(you know who).. please forgive me all things that I've done to you. apa yg I bt tu mmg x ptt and I keep blaming you for everything when I know It's my fault maybe I tak bersedia nk serious with anyone yet, I hope you understand.. Never meant to break your heart I'm not that 'kind' of girl if you know what I mean . Thank you for coming into my life and giving me joy, thank you for loving me and receiving my love in return. Thank you for the memories I will cherish forever.  I know how it feels but in time your heart will heal and you`ll move on. I hope you find someone better than me, deserve you, treat you right.This is goodbye.


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