me and YOU (how we met) ~part 1

one day I saw you at the restaurant.

I know who you are and you know who I am.

You saw me but you turn away and walked faster.

I followed you.

Until you reached one corner I started to sing :

"Call me Mr. been there done that

Top model chick to your every day hood rat

Less than all but more than a few

But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world

Done a little bit of everything

Little bit of everywhere

With a little bit of everyone

All the girls I've been with

Things I've seen it takes much to impress

But sure enough your glow it makes your soul stand out from all the rest, baby."

You just ignore me.

I never give up.

You walked more faster and then you stop.

You don't say anything but you look at me with angry face.

you look so cute !

when I saw you angry face i started to dance and sing:

"I could be in love

But I just don't know

Baby one thing is for certain

Whatever you do is working

Other girls don't matter

In your presence can't do what you do

There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you"

I hold you hand and sing :

"Girl you're so one in a million

You are

Baby you're the best I ever had

Best I ever had

And I'm certain that

There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl

You don't give a damn about the loot

Talking about I can't do for you

But you can do for yourself

Even though that ain't so

Baby cause my dough don't know how to end

But that independent thing I'm with it

All we do is win baby"

You take your hand away from me and walked away with disgusted face.

I never give up to impressed you.

I started walk towards you and sing :

"I could be in love

But I just don't know

Baby one thing is for certain

Whatever you do is working

Other girls don't matter

In your presence can't do what you do

There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million

You are

Baby you're the best I ever had

Best I ever had

And I'm certain that

There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this

Girl you're so one in a million

You are

Baby you're the best I ever had

Best I ever had

And I'm certain that

There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this"

You just walk away with angry face again.

I never give up girl.

but you started to smile when I dance and sing :

"Diamond girl,

Only one in the world,

Just one of a kind,

She mine."

but you started your angry face again when I sing :

"all that I can think about is what this thing could be

A future baby

Baby you're one of a kind

That means that you're the only one for me

Only one for me"

bacause other girls come near me.

and I sing :

"Baby you're so one in a million

You are

Baby you're the best I ever had

Best I ever had

And I'm certain that

There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this

Girl you're so one in a million

You are

Baby you're the best I ever had

Best I ever had

And I'm certain that

There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this"

You just walk away.

I followed you.

and you say "you will never give up,do you?"

written by: Achik

like smiling is going to just take away all the hurt and pain.

People are always telling me to smile

like smiling is going to just take away all 

the hurt and pain. 

Well I've tried that I've tried hiding my sorrows 

and covering the sadness in smiles and 

what I've learned is that when it hurts this much 

inside your heart always has a way of showing it 

no matter how 

many masks you wear.

Depression !

It's the loneliest feeling in the world 

to find yourself standing up 

when everyone else is sitting down. 

To have everybody look at you and 

say "what's the matter with her?" 

I know what it feels like. 

Walking down an empty street, 

listening to the sound of your own footsteps. 

Shutters closed, 

blinds drawn, 

doors locked against you. 

And you aren't sure whether you're walking toward something, 

or if you're just walking away.

i don't regret.

I don’t regret 

the rain 

or 

the nights I felt the pain 

or 

the tears I had to cry some of those times along the way. 

For every road I had to take, 

every time my heart would break, 

it was just something I had to do to get 

me to you.

what's your embarrassing moment ? XD

today......

aku spend time aku duduk di luar kelas

SEBAB.........................

cikgu aku KICK aku kluar 

tp bukan aku sorg la..nk mampos

aku sorg? MALU kot..

aku......KAMI kne KICK sbb

masok kelas lmbt...kami msok

kelas lmbt ada sbb la...

kami pg surau bc Al-Quran..

besalah bulan posa ni...xbleh mkn tym rehat..

kne pg surau la kumpul pahala...haha

kami naik je dh kena maki...

AKU PON XMAU DOK DLM KELAS HG la...

asyik nk lepas geram kt org je...

hg ingt kami ni pg mrayau ke haa..sbb tu

msok kelas lmbt?

xpe..sabar je...

tp SYOK jgk dok luar..

bukan slalu kna dok luar an...

ms tym dia nk kuar lnsong x pndang kami..

arhh...kesah pa...

haa...ni la yg best ni...

dia jalan je kluar pntu kelas aku

diaa......JATUH!!!!!!!!!! XD

*aku gelak smbil toleh ke arah lain*

tu la....hg bg denda kt org yg x besalah...

haH! amek hg kena balik!

padan muka !

XD

XD

XD

love love love HATE HATE HATE

You were everything I wanted

You were everything a girl could be

Then you left me brokenhearted

Now you don't mean a thing to me

i'm stupid. i'm a fool ?

My friends say  

I’m stupid for loving someone who’d never notice me, 

they say that  

I’m a fool and all I’ll end up is to be brokenhearted. 

I think  

they’re wrong cause  

if they 

just know what I see in you,  

they’ll 

be crazy loving you too.

i haven't

I haven’t cried for others the way I’m crying for you,  

I haven’t showed others the care I’m giving you, 

I haven’t treated others the way I’m treating you and  

I haven’t loved anyone the way I’m loving you.

A day with you :)

today, i went out with "my life saver" !
i'm so excited .
like usual she'll fetch me at 2 o'clock .
we watch movie and 

we went dinner together.
while watching movies I just can't stop 

holding her hand and i can't stop 

talking even we're in the theather.
after we finished watching movies 

we goe for a walk in the mall 

she said that she want to go 

somewhere else but I don't want. sorry "sky".
after that we go for a dinner.
Like usual other people do,

while waiting our food we talking.
I don't know what to talked or 

how to start conversation with her.
I started to talked about my grandmother
I said I miss my grandmother
and I think that is the foolish thing 

ever to talked about !
and i think she bored.
After we ate our dinner.
I started a conversation again. 

I talked about BRAIN this time.
I just tell her what my therapist 

said to me and 

i think she enjoyed it because 

she smile and laughing.
i'm glad I can make you smile :)